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yo… I went to cambridge yesterday. it w such a trip. honestly I felt like I w on drugs and my head like eek, around all these smart people. it w such a high.

when i got off the bus at huntingdon, I felt like I had just been on the hardest roller coaster at the fair.

just soaking up the vibes, it felt amazing.

I w looking at places where I w like to live. huntingdon w super nice, the vibe w just lovely, homely and just the homes felt so good, like it w be so nice to be in.

then cambridge, omg trip of the century. I wanna live there; I wanna live there; I wanna live there.

I’ve been trying to find somewhere to live for a while, unable to choose.

I signed up to constant contact, the email marketing platform. I got two months for about twelve quid a month. it should get me accepted for the offer I wanna run, bc there is email marketing on my landing page.

I have the website fully built. Idk what problems Ima run into at that point tho. it should be just placing the ad w no probems as I have placed ads before. tho I have to get my four hundo out of my google ads account w may be a faff.

I want to good life. I want to feel good. I want my nickname to be two sundays.

I thought sat w sunday so I had the sabbath, then I realised so I got another sunday.

my nickers were chaffing so I’m not wearing any today. it hurt like f. my wound is next to my hooch.

I never thought the whole time. I didn’t want that feeling where I’m measuring my worth compared to them, bc I didn’t wanna come up short; it felt amazing w that never being an issue.

I had mcdonalds. I w listening to abra abra cadabra, such a rude track, and before that Iiiiiiii, hallucinate when you call my name. then there w this one by ella henderson that I looked up in my phone.

it is one that I used to sing, so I sang a bit.

I went to the library; then I thought that I c rly sit in there bc I w not a member; tho when I went in there w this girl sat outside; and when I went out she w not there so I plonked myself down and sorted out sending an email to constant contact

I asked whether I w be able to send a series of five emails to new subscribers to a list.

the answer came back when I w on the bus on the way home, so I got out my phone and subscribed to that email marketing platform.

it cost me a lot on food so I’ll have to bring something. I wanted to find a chipshop w Ima still do.

I sat down next to two girls, just chilling people watching for quite a while. then this guy came out of this charity shop, they were all like taking pictures and stuff. I’d had a good day there and went home.

I don’t wanna compare the three towns, bc I don’t wanna be unfair to peterborough.

I had this thought, these are possibly the smartest people in the entire world, w w trippy.

I just wanna get the business fired up bc I want the life. I saw it right there in front of me; people who have like these vibes, these super nice vibes.

I’d be in a better position tho, bc I w be working that hard, w is super weird to k.

I just accidentally deleted this post by pressing command delete. tho I managed to restore it from drafts, and then get the actual version by clicking on get the one from my browser history.

To Working On OnesSelf

Kirsty