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I went to cambridge again.

I feel Ik why I’m doing this. It is similar to why I w going to London; rly to give me a sense that w I am doing is possible. to soak in the energy

and then it hit me and I w kinda Idk it w a huge feeling. Like this w gonna work. I had not only one offer to try out tho many offers.

it w a feeling. I have been w before tho it w a very strong feeling; more like well w if this does work out, have you thought about that. That w take me in a whole new direction, change my life.

it w scary, and awe insipiring.

this is w I came for; This is the vibe. it hit me twice.

I’m sure that it motivated me when I w being triggered all day bc of the struggles I w having in the early am.

nothing c have made me continue other than going down to London feeling Idk what I w feeling, feeling positivity about it, faith in it.

I realise w a huge decision that w to do that and how it changed everything.

I feel that the energy of a place is rly important in facilitating the things they do. Everywhere I went I just felt the energy of that Ima do this.

I choose to make sandwiches so that I can easily budget for it. I should factor it into my weekly routine.

I am aware that my ability to get to cambridge w be the deciding like vibe for whether this works.

Ima make this work somehow, I have faith. I rly do thank G for who I am and where I am @ w things rn. I owe it all to following J’s commandments, hard as it is to say.

my whole being and energy is totally overhauled, I am a new me. I go to cambridge and I am not intimidated by the place; too much. I feel like my head is gonna fly off tho in a good way. Who needs drugs when there are vibes like this about.

honestly it’s such a trip I love it so bad; I’m kinda a fiend for it; it gets into my blood.

yesterday w kinda meh; tho I’m sitting at home, and I feel this energy and I’m super tripping on it rn, it’s kinda mooe dope.

Ngl, I said to myself that I want, like my goal is to get the graphine transistor working. I w just wanna f at this level. And I said that I feel that Ima do it.

my goals have switched, from making major money to fw people at high level, just saying please and working on world changing sh.

I feel I’ll have to build myself up; first the business, gain confidence and then hit people up. It’s a slow journey, I have learnt that. I expect this to go at a crawl tho it is something to behold what working on something for years can do.

To Levelling Up

Kirsty