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hey

my laptop came. I can now work on the business.

this means I have to do a lot of work

working on the business can be unpleasant as things tend not to work a lot of the time. It’s the path I have chosen tho.

it’s all good tho. I guess stress is good for me.

the trick for me is to not worry about it; just actually do it, when I’m doing it.

I am having problems getting into my blog bc I have this blog now.

I also have to run two offers, not just one, bc I have a min amount of ads I must buy… In order to get the free ads.

I err towards just hitting offers full tilt; and not worrying about what happens.

I have been doing a lot in the last couple of days. It should calm down a bit as I have less that’s super urgent now.

I’ve kinda built it up that it’s just do the email marketing and it’s hit those ads; and now it’s I’ve got to built a whole another webpage for another offer.

I should have known that there w be problems bc there always are; it’s never just one thing and then it’s all working.

I’m just wondering actually if I can just spend like the four hundo on ads over like a longer period of time

I just wanna get it working. I need to see some kind of result here. I need motivation to be doing this.

the energy I feel inside is motivation tho I need to see some kind of actual result here.

I’ve felt this way for a while. I ran an offer and it w horrible and I stopped it. I felt the Google Ads people c care less about me, and just wanted to get their hands on my money.

the help I asked for on how to run my ads never came and it all folded; I w super duper upset. It felt like they had through their neglect killed my business.

the pain hurt so f bad, for ages. Tho the point is is that I needed to run that offer to feel like I had made some money online and Idek if I did.

I’m kinda scared as working on the business can be triggering. Ik Ima get upset this morning hashing things out.

Idk, maybe Ima leave things when they get stressful, this seems to work.

To Working On A Passion

Kirsty