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The Craziest Thing I Can Be Is Sane

I also post on godisthebaddest.blog

Hey

I’m sitting here drinking my coffee; wondering if it’s rly possible to live forever.

there are molecules that actually can totally reverse ageing; that’s a fact. Ik six of them. I have seen them and can tell you how to find them.

the part that’s kinda mind blowing is that the body may already contain these molecules.

I tell you something that’s a fact, and that is that no one w think to look inside the body for anti ageing molecules.

why not

well bc we don’t live forever do we, so why in the hell w we assume that there w be any there.

tho we didn’t look, did we; so there might be some there.

there is a test for anti ageing molecules, that is how they have found the ones they have; by running every single molecule ever created by a Chemist, through the test; and like I said, they found six.

tho they never tested all the molecules w|i the human body.

this is indeed possible; to test blood and all the molecules that it contains; and to run them through the test; w like I say I guarantee they haven’t.

maybe when we are young, our body is abundant in these molecules and as we age we are not.

your brain is now stimulated.

In Other News

I don’t think. I literally don’t think; not when I’m out. All the way to the supermarket; and back, I never rly had a thought.

it w when I got home that these crushing thoughts invaded my mind.

and I thought wth, why are my thoughts intruding on me like this.

I aim to be young; why lie about it, that is who I am.

I find that not thinking especially allows me to just…

it’s hard to explain rly. Judgement actually makes someone older I feel.

it is the difference between someone who young people w feel have all their marbles and someone they don’t…

is someone who judges too much. It’s the the judgement of that person that is keeping them out of that reality.

Ima tell you the truth, Ik that it is.

I w judge like f, to be real about it; and I w about as far from having the consciousness of a kid as it is possible to get.

In fact, being on the bus w kids I w have a total meltdown. I w be ripped to f and get off in pieces.

So Ik that it is judgement and worrying that keeps a n’a out of that reality; it is.

drop the worrying and judging and you are back in that reality; no longer feeling like I am so f old, why don’t I get kids anymore.

If there is anything of your sanity left after reading that, please drop a like

Kirsty

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