Hey

It’s about the person I have become. Ik that there’s this like contemporary thing about self love, Idk whether I vibe w that.

Tho it’s definiely there; bc I am thrilled to be the person I have become through all the work that I have been doing on myself.

I have changed and am completely unrecognisable compared.

I am more attractive; and Idk I just feel that this me is like a hundo times bette than before.

I feel all my feelings. I go shopping. I lay at home on my settee; again, feeling all my feelings.

Yes, people can be a challenge. Sometimes it feels like they are being mean, and sometimes they definiely are being mean.

This may have happened today. I w laughing my ass off a couple of hours ago thinking that two guys had lost it at me.

I’m even laughing rn thinking about it.

It seems like more I evolve the more sh they pull to f me up.

Tho now when they do sh it just seems funny.

My life is okay. I’m budgeting well. I have my heart set of a new jacket.

That reminds me; I need to check that I’m able to do ConstantContact on my Amazon Fire, or I’ll need to get an A9 during the Black Friday today.

I love this sh. I love it so much.

It’s a different kind of pleasure. It’s just being happy w who I am.

Ima be real. I feel that following J’s commandments has made me a way better person.

I remember musing on how exacly not judging and worrying leads to rightousness. I sure as hell c figure it out.

I guess now Ik. The answer is that it just does; and I’m not rly too sure on how it works I just k that it does.

Honesly, Following J’s Commandments Is Dope Af

Kirsty