Hey

I am having a relapse. I have spoken to the crisis team; and am going to see them tomorrow.

I think I should work on the business and move out of here.

It’s too constrictive. I can’t feel my feelings or any kind of happiness w|o get bullied by people.

Everywhere I go I’m getting bullied; it’s horrendous.

I am on more medication. This is helping.

It started all of a sudden w people just verbally abusing me. It went of for a few days; now it doesn’t seem like it’s ever gonna stop.

That’s why I want to get out of the city. It feels like it’s got that bad here.

Idk whether it’s got anything to do w the fact that Jerusalem is surrounded by armies. It just feels like everyone has gone mad.

I feel that it’s peoples’ behaviour that is actually causing me to need medication and has always done so.

I am learning a lot of things.

I feel that this world that I live in is heaven. I feel it is the here and now and not any other place; tho heaven could really be getting out of the city and not feeling so oppressed.

I think Ik the connection between armies surrounding Jerusalem and feeling uncomfortable around people. It feels like the same energy; w is kinda scary.

I need to get my affiliate offer done before jerusalem is conquered and the time of the gentiles is fullfilled.

I must work hard on it no matter how triggering it w be to have so many technical problems.

What bothers me is that my webpage sometimes has writing over other writing and I feel scared that I w be rejected for this reason.

I must go and do it anyway.

Tbh this is a good thing and gets me into the business fr.

I’m thinking about persecution of the Jews. I’m thinking about the holocaust. It seems like the same energy that is happening now; like it has always been happening since the time of Jesus.

To Getting The Business Running

Kirsty